Not Your Ghost Anymore

Currently reading: Misguided Angel - Melissa de la Cruz

I've hit a point where I'm so, so very tired. There is always something to be dealt with, something to fix, something to worry about. One would say, "Well, that's just life", but this is getting a little ridiculous. Just when I think I can relax for a few minutes, some new worry, some new disappointment is thrown my way. I crave a vacation. A REAL vacation.

Compared to many people, I lead a great life; I really do recognize that. I have a roof over my head, I have food to eat, and I'm healthy...but I do have stresses. I do have things to worry about that so called "normal" people don't have to worry about.

Oh well. What can ya do?

/rant

It takes too long to write everything out in a diary, so while my more personal thoughts and experiences will go there, my day-to-day rantings and goings-on will be here. Easy peasy and now with super creeper action! So here's some things that about today:

1. I worked. (Exciting.) I had a customer with a pretty icky sunburning, and upon my commenting on it ("Wow, you got some sun!"), her friend (rather rudely) shot back with "Ya think?!" Bitch, I will shank you.

2. Bitch seems to be my new favorite curse word. I dunno, I say it ALL the time.

3. Jerry and two of his friends, Ben and Dan, came over and busted out some tunes on our porch. They're playing for Zach's graduation party. It was a good time, sitting around on the porch, drinkin' and singing.

4. At 11:30 PM, I got to drive Zach to the school for the traditional toilet-papering done by the Seniors. When I went to pick him up around 1:30, some toilet paper got stuck to my car. I was trailing 50 feet of toilet paper down 72. Awesome times.

5. John Rich won the Celebrity Apprentice. I wanted Lil' John to win, but whatever.

6. Honestly, if I was asked, I don't know what I'd do for a Klondike Bar.

7. Today, I was thinking to myself that I eat far too much. All these noms are gonna catch up with me eventually. However, I couldn't have been TOO worried because I went and got a plate of beef and noodles right after.